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Thu, 28 Aug 2008 02:01:38 GMT

its been a weird summer.

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 08:00:59 GMT

Going to see illscarlett tomorrow.
Registered for classes on monday. I'm taking two anthro courses(humin origins and intro to arcae), English, french, and philosophy (pre-socrates to hume). My first semester is mostly morning based. Next year i'm doing my own god damn time table. That academic advisor is a sadist. A Sadist i tell you.
Working on better dicipline, i'm happier when there's less idle thought. I am happier when i work out and feel good about my body cause its getting fit. I feel better when i meditate cause its good, and my mind is getting fit. I'm working on being a better musician, a better writer, being a nicer person without letting myself be taken advantage of.
I can finally roll decent joints and it came to me without actually practicing. it just clicked.

Oh wow.

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 07:30:04 GMT

Life is amazing if you ride it with the stirrups tight to the rib cage.
The Dandy Warhols were soooo amazing and I was mostly sober by the time they got on. IT was fantastic, I never put my soul into a concert before. I had never sweat so much in my life, and by god it was so physical, go vigorous dance pits. Vancouver is a must see from the locals point of view. Screw the tourist shit. Just dig the city, man.

There is so much more i could write, and probably should, but damn it, I don't feel like it. I also got a new guitar pedal today. It was a double muff which is a double fuzz pedal/over drive. Its only got two knobs and a switch to engage the second dual circuitry and your volume knob on the guitar to control the level of gain, its quite the versatile little pedal for 66 dollars.

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 14:50:06 GMT

I'm here, i'm fucked up, get used to it!

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 06:36:12 GMT

Dear Live Journal,

It has been quite awhile since I last entered an entry in you, well prepare to feel like paris hilton at a truck stop, gang railed!

Geeky Bit: Still waiting on new saddles for my trem, and new humbucker... I'm already planning my next modifications. I'm thinking a reverse p90 in the centre, and another humbuckers on the neck position, and a 6 rotory switch to replace the three way, nd maybe a push pull as i want to be able to tap that p90 by itself for some classic rock grit or some neat slide. i may have to have a push-pull in for that, ah the search for sounds, i need a new nut at some point too.

School: I got accepted, waiting for course selection package, i have saved the $300 commitment fee, and boy is it hard not to spend that on toys.

WorK: change of management, two people have quit, and lots of new people. i hate that place tho' the manager of operations likes me, and has mentioned about making me a manager at some point after school. hahahahahahha

Writing; actually wrote a few pages, but after i asked a friend for a writing assignment.

Life: going to an open mic a friend here is putting on, she wants me to do some spoken word. should i come out of retirement?

caitie is going back to ontario in a week in a half for a month or so. i'll miss that terrible pain in my ass.

i art modeled for one of caities school chums last thursday, had "Ways" graffitied on my back with latex paint and sharpie, it was cool from the angle i saw, it was on my shoulders, i had to stand half naked in a gallery for about a half hour.... 5 ladies ended up coming home with me. learned a new drinking game.

well it took me over a month to get that and its none-tooo interesting, so i'll check bck in, in six months.

latas

Happy New Year...

Mon, 11 Feb 2008 21:31:53 GMT

Western and Chinese!

Well I'm a supervisor at work now, and i hate that fucking place, as i seem to be a bullshit magnet because hypocrites like to try and interact with me and get pissy when i do the same back. fucking bitches.

I got into tru.ca I need to get my highschool to send my transcripts as well as GED. i also need to give them 300 dollars to let me in before i even get a student loan to pay for tuition. hooray. Just a BA for now, prolly major in english or anthropology.

I don't care what anyone says Natalie Portman is ugly.

I got a new guitar, a good ol' cheapo acoustic. an ephiphone aj-100 with classic sun/tobacco burst. she's made in china, i think i may name her suki, or is that too rediculous?

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 21:58:01 GMT

I got a new Baby, and its a traynor DG30D guitar amp.
I have yet to name her.
Mind the smudge.
IT was up against some stiff competition.
but it won out against the Fender FM65DSP and the Vox AD30VT
http://pics.livejournal.com/donniedicuhardt/pic/00001pae/

Greetings from the Other side.

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 23:11:36 GMT

Halo, Friends
It's been a couple weeks without internets, and a lot has happened.
I flew for the first time. I passed the GED test. I now live in B.C... again. Guitar is improving. Visited WhiteRock, got a cool zodiac pendant etc.
This town is a desert it's interesting but the elevations play havoc with my head. Pressure! Oi.
I got a job a boston pizza within three days of searching. I like how it took three days again. I'm going to attempt to find a place that isn't corporate to hire me.

an' yourselves? What've you been up to without me taking three hours to scroll back two weeks. I'll paruse the recents times.

I'm not sorry for me, but perhaps how I go about it

Sat, 07 Jul 2007 07:04:45 GMT

When you push the world away
With Clear eyed intentions
Its supposed to bring you what you want
Right?
Not really.
It brings you to yourself
Yourself and who you choose to hide away with
Did you make a good choice? Yourself? Your someone
Do you find the high points
Or are you crawling along the bottom of every depth you can find
With zeal no less.
Hungry for every cathartic mess you can find
A personal Sickness that becomes glorified until you can feel the lines
The lines of the scorched emotion you constantly hold to the hot iron
For one more marking that’s a vain attempt at meaning
You’ll lose yourself
But how long till you find yourself, you will, you’ll have to
Find yourself becoming a decent person
Someone that can be looked back upon with a pleasant memory
Not some anal-retentive despot of cleanliness
Because you’re a conscious person and there’s too many people polluting happiness
So keep level shoulders,
…and somehow your head will manage to stay on its rocking post
Because that’s all there is
The game we play with ourselves
That’s all there is
It’s a big world
But that’s all there is

As I sit here wearing my 'live @ the boston tea party' Rock-t.

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 18:20:42 GMT

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 04:28:54 GMT

I'm so desperate for human contact that's new and actually interesting i ignore, or want to ignore the human bodies in my house. The cat too.
Boo-urns.

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 17:13:26 GMT

Relationship with the girl feels like its falling apart, dunno if it'll recover, dunno if i want it to. I want it to.

Going to see The White Stripes July 5th
Going to see Hippie Fest July 25th
Writing the GED inbetween?
Had to run around and get another LCBO card last week.
Tried getting my passport but apparently i need my license even with an in lieu of guarantuer. Pedantic Bullshit.

Did I ever mention I fear becoming like The Dude? A 32 year old unemployed loser, bowling with losers.

I'm pretty sure I've fucked my skill at writing.
Guitar is coming a long slowly.

Phase Shift.

Tue, 22 May 2007 18:32:18 GMT

I Found a beautiful day in which golden memories could flourish and hold me back. I've had dreams of ghosts of people who're still alive.

May TwoFer was a nice quiet vacation away from the city. I miss the boondocks sometimes. No Cell Phone, No Library. Nothin'.

Sat, 12 May 2007 08:09:21 GMT

Got Tickets for the White Stripes on July 5th, gonna be a hell of a second concert.
Got tickets for Hippie Fest on July 25th

Looking into Jethro Tull.

Thu, 03 May 2007 15:46:28 GMT

shit

A Poll with out an actual HTML Poll..

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 18:18:11 GMT

Pick one please.

Seven Nation Army
or
Hardest Button to Button.

Hey. Hey everybody lookit me! lookit me!

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 17:07:05 GMT

I started a review blog to hopefully get back into the habit of writing.

barefootreviews should be on your friends page to encourage me to write! Any html cool people free feel to tell me you are so I can get some free labor out of you! Possibly. Got any indie CD's you want reviewed tell me!

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 20:41:12 GMT

Where do I get my cock sucked?
Where do I get my ass fucked?
I may not be good lookin'
but I know where to put it
EV'RY TIME!

I had an instance of killing the monotone on monday.
Developement is not in vain.
Met the brits. Made them pizza and paid for it.
Rockin' the casbah, tried getting ahold of bill ducey left message was possibly hoping getting tanked this afternoon before work with him and collaborating.
Maybe I just wanted red wine.

I crave massive body moding in tattoo department.
I want a sleeve. A sleeve with like tiger stripes incorporated in a cool way.
get it on my left. Cause I want the boss tattoo on my other.

Valentines Day Blues

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 06:04:21 GMT

I won't get to see my baby on this hallowed of commercially created days of romance... I even have the gifts all wrapped n' such, eclectic as they are.

I also came up with doing a double anthology.

So Monochrome Chameleon; Random Poems and Lyrics & Search for Stereotone; MonoDeath
or something like that.

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 20:01:27 GMT

I bought a lovely 56 dollar riding crop today.

Fuckiff.

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 06:02:24 GMT

I feel like I'm drowning in stress. My left eye has been twitching like mad.

I've Lost my dreams, is my mind to follow?

Fri, 19 Jan 2007 00:44:28 GMT

Sometimes, I want to quit. Give up. Tell everyone to go fuck themselves. It's more frequent than ever. Nothing is really working out to plan and I'm still, and probably going to be for a few more months stuck with the thing that spawned me.

I can't stand it. I'm afraid I might be losing my will to fight.

Fuckif.

Mon, 08 Jan 2007 03:31:51 GMT

I don't care about the internets anymore.

A Round of Open Letters

Fri, 08 Dec 2006 22:41:24 GMT

Dear Mother,

Thank you very much for taking the phone all day.
I very much appreciate these little hinderences in my having a functioning life.
I know they give you pleasure in your not having a life, but could I ask you stop by not taking the phone all god damned day when I'm going to have plans at night especially a friday?
I double god damn dog dare you to ask me to pay for the bill now too.
I have to go use a pay phone now. Thank you.

You jackass.

Seething Love,
Evan

To All Possible Employers,

Hire me. When you pay me, and give me hours, I do the job, and i do it well.

Respectably,
Evan

Tue, 05 Dec 2006 22:09:41 GMT

This boy's back in town.